Feel likes its been ages since I wrote so much has been happening in my life with lots of visits to the new house from friends and family, parties and bbq’s.
I decided a couple of days ago to finally tell my best friend that I am hooking and have been on and off for just over a year. She responded by asking a lot of questions which I found really refreshing that she would ask rather than jump to conclusions. The problem is that we are from two completely different schools of thought with regards to sex. She thinks that sex os solely for people in love and I think that, that kind of attitude makes men cheat!
For me sex is a physical act that occasionally has emotional meaning but mostly its an expression of a persons desires not emotions. At times like this I love my job. Guys come to me feeling comfortable to have their deepest, darkest fantasies fulfilled and its very liberating for me.
In fact I saw a first timer (punting) the other day who I instantly warmed to. Polite, gentlemanly and a good conversationalist. Also attractive and complimentary which started making me really enjoying this appointment. After getting down and dirty we started talking until round two and got into the fact that he is recently separated and in fact wanted the girl back.
Now in normal life I am a good shoulder to cry on but I tend to be very direct sometimes to the point of brutal and so being aware of this put me on edge so after spluttering a couple of crap clichés I made a run for it.
As for the photo’s, bad news the camera is playing up so I have the pics but no way of uploading them but I am thinking of taking the plunge and getting a pro shot done so when I am old and gravity has destroyed my looks I can reminisce that I wasn’t so bad-looking after all.
Kisses
Alana
